i swear im not coping kir. i was already planning on doing this too.
so in exactly one month ill be at saint joes. i honestly cannot remember the last time i was this excited about anything. it seems crazy how soon it is, but at the same time, it cant come soon enough. i just want to be there so badly.
tomorrow will probably be my last crenage family function before i leave. i can barely comprehend that. not that im complaining, of course. its just weird to think about how life in new jersey is going to go on like nothing changed while im in philly. which is happening in a month; did i already mention that?=P
i mean sure, there are going to be a ton of things that i miss. not seeing my best friends everyday. waking up and not having my sister in the same house, or room, with me. not being able to walk into my neighbors house just to hang out for hours. not talking to jimmy everyday.
but with these negatives comes so many positives. things i have been waiting for my entire life. being on my own. being in a city i love. being away from high school and all of those people. starting a career that ill (hopefully) love. just being there. i really cannot wait.
