the things i think about when im stuck in my room
what if the career i want isnt the career for me? i know people ask themselves this question all the time and i am no different. but what if i go and take my education courses and do my field experience and i hate it? then what? im screwed. all that time, all that energy, all that money, wasted. its not like my education classes will transfer to another major. i would have to start almost all over. i couldnt afford to do that.
maybe this isnt the job i want. maybe i only want it because it is something that i have wanted my whole life. maybe i only want it because people tell me that i will be good at it. those are not reasons to pick a career.
im sure im worrying for nothing. its just something i do when i have nothing else to do. but if i really am worrying for a reason… i dont even want to think about it.
